● Don't Know How To Feel
❥┃ I ponder the depths of my soul as I struggle to comprehend what I feel
These emotions swirling around me
So out of control making it hard to find something that’s real
Questions arise in my mind
Searching for answers I can't seem to find
Tasks that were once so easy
now seem so hard to define
My heart cries out for understanding
My mind seeks a greater truth in this journey of life
I'm demanding
The search may be long and arduous
But I must push through the pain and strife
In the end I hope one day I will be victorious
as I learn to hopefully find peace in this life
I'm lost in a thought of why
Is this life or just a lie
Fabricated from my own perception of what I assume it means to be alive
not just survive
Deep inside
I'm searching for why
Reflecting on the moments that have passed me by
asking if there's any truth to find
I question what's real
What lies beneath the surface of my emotions
Tears of pain and sorrow
Simple tasks are a trial to challenge my mind
I try to comprehend the reason I can't seem to mend
The pain of life
so hard to bare
all my hope
just seems to tear
The world around
so hard to see
My life just feels like one big mystery
I search for answers
But all I seem to find are just more questions
I used to take pleasure in the things I loved to do
Now I can find no joy in anything that I pursue
I cannot comprehend the lack of joy I feel
And all I have are questions
That I can’t seem to reveal
How do I articulate my thoughts in a way that’s understood
As I sit here in silence
My mind races
but my words stay subdued
Maybe I’ll just always be misunderstood ┃ ▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂
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